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So the family left last night to go the mountains. I had to say goodbye to everyone for the next four months as I leave for Tokyo on Thursday.

It was a very heartfelt moment, I didn’t really tell them much, because I didn’t want the kids to be upset. So I didn’t cry in front of them or anything.. I just got my hugs and kisses and sent them on their way.

Last night though I did have a small talk with Matthew. I told him I couldn’t go to the mountains with him because I have to go to the land of the ninjas. He said they are soo tough though.. And I said I will beat them.. To which he replied. I want to go to the land of the ninjas and beat them. I’m strong too and you can’t beat them without me. So I explained that I had to go beat the ninja’s for work and this why he can’t come.

This morning though I got woken up by the sound of little feet running across the house, then jumping on the couch with me, and beating me on the back saying “daddy daddy daddy”. I was certain that either Laura had left Savannah or that something bad had happened and Savannah was haunting me..

Either way, Savannah was safe in her car seat on the way to the mountains and I appeared to just be smoking the good crack rock and hallucinating again.